The Proverbs 31 woman- she is the epitome of a godly woman. Churches point to her as the prime model of a wife and mother. She is the standard to which Christian women look to as the definition of what they should be.
Yet, in this chapter filled with all her good works, there is little mention of what her inner thoughts might be. Even those verses that touch on her attitude (“worketh willingly”) are still the outward appearance- what others see.
But isn’t it possible that this woman who does so much for her family… might she have moments of self-doubt, moments where she feels she is not doing enough? Perhaps in between verses 18 and 19, in the dark of night when there is none to see- perhaps she has a moment where she breaks down, feeling the weight of all that she isn’t.
“But she is perfect,” you say. “She always does what is right- she is the model woman.” So she might be.
But then, she might not be. What about those who blasted her for working outside the home, telling her she should focus on her family instead? The chapter is filled with examples of her business- “she maketh fine linen, and selleth it…” (verse 24). It doesn’t say that she does this at home. In fact, there are times when she must leave the home to conduct business.
This woman is not the model of a stay-at-home mom, people. Is it good to stay at home with your children? Yes, it is. But at the same time, is it bad to work outside the home? God doesn’t seem to think so.
What about those that might have criticized her dress, saying that she dresses too fancy- she is “showing off”? “Her clothing is silk and purple.” (verse 22) How many times has a woman been blasted for what she wears, simply because people think she is strutting or showing off? Maybe it’s immodest to dress nicely, stylishly. Maybe it’s vain. Is it?
Then there’s her strength. Many have this idea that femininity equals weakness- but this Proverbs 31 woman “strengthens her arms.” She is not a weak woman, in any sense of the word. She is strong physically, emotionally, and mentally.
The company she hangs out with is not something to be desired, either. Sure, she brushes shoulders with the merchants and the powerful men of the city. Her husband sits in the gates, which is a prime leadership position. But then she turns around and mingles with the poor, the downtrodden- the ones you see on the street corners, in the back alleys. She crosses to the other side of the tracks, so to speak. “Who knows what she could be doing in those dark parts of the city,” some sputter, aghast at the notion.
She also has servants, did you notice? “Goodness, that woman is so selfish! She has others do for her just what she could do herself! My, if only I had that kind of money to spend on such frivolous things!” It may be frivolous- but God’s model woman has them.
The Proverbs 31 woman, the standard to which women in the church today should adhere to, is completely and utterly flawed. And yet, God points to her as the example; He singles her out among so many others. These are the qualities that He chooses, that He admires in her. Are they really flaws, after all? Maybe we’re the ones with the skewed perspective.
I’m sure this woman had her moments, those times deep in the night, when her tears fell freely; moments when she looked at all she had done for the day, and felt that it wasn’t enough. Or perhaps it was too much- in the midst of all this busyness, taking care of her household and business, did she neglect her children? Were they cared for, loved? Did she give them enough attention?
These whispered thoughts- they aren’t real, any more than they were for this Biblical woman. The criticism you receive from those around you- it’s ignorant of what God is really looking for. So when these thoughts come, remember that your weakness is God’s strength. Remember that what others see is not what God sees. Where others see flaws, God sees quality.